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Or however that phrase goes.

A legitimately soul-crushing end of 2023 led into a not-much-better start to 2024, during which I still set the same or similar goals I'd set for years.  And yet, just by the time we hit February, I genuinely could have never guessed how 2024 would've ended for me.  And while I don't think the exact same types of things will be happening this year...

Well...

These first 11 days have felt about a month long each, so, who knows.

And, actually, most of the changes that have happened for me have been really good!  Some of them even great!  But if I couldn't "see" where I'd be by the end of the year in 2023, I'm really sure I wouldn't be able to for this year.

So my goals are going to be very broad, actually, and very light.
  • Read
  • Write
  • Listen to music
  • Play video games
  • Pull some tarot cards
  • Work through some online classes/courses
  • Enjoy things as I can
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I have been in online fandoms, in some shape or form, since at least 1999, possibly even longer.  I was casting back my memory to try and figure out exactly how long I've been here and, uh:
  • MuggleNet was created in 1999
  • Neopets was created in 1999
  • Putt-Putt Travels Through Time was released in 1997
  • I have an "Attack of the Killer Y2K Bug" t-shirt...from 1999
  • I remember hating when Disneyland added Jack Sparrow into the Pirates of the Caribbean ride
  • My first fanfic was posted in 2005, but I know I was roleplaying before that
  • My first Batman fanfic was posted in 2011
  • I first claimed Fleet Sparrow as my username in the very early 2000s
  • A guy on Gaia Online tried to claim he was dating me, which prompted a friend of his to straight up come to my defense with a "I'm so sorry about him, I'm gonna tell him to chill" and it... worked???
  • My first written fandom sex scene was written during a live chat RP in... 2012, I'm guessing
It all begins to blur, tbh.

Really feeling the Elrond life experience, rn.  I was there, Gandalf.  I was there 3,000 years ago.
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I swear, I've had wins this year, but right now I'm currently on day... 5 of COVID and feeling crappy.  I'm on Paxlovid right now (day 2 of that) and my throat isn't as sore as it was last night/this morning, when it felt like there was acid coating my soft bits, but I'm in intense pain and still cannot muster the energy to even shower, so, as one can guess, I'm not really feeling up to going to work, either.

There's no reason for me to start this post in this way, but I'm sick and miserable so y'all get some of that before I list wins.

Pseudo-win:  I got accepted into grad school!

Unfortunately, grad school is ridiculously expensive, a thing which I could not see until after class selection, so that's not happening this year.  Hopefully soon.

Win:  I have been (aside from 2 days of sickness), consistently journaled in my 2 ongoing journals this year.  I have been focusing on a theme of expansiveness and finding joy and taking rest when I want it and not just when I need it.  That's actually been very good for me this year.  So far, aside from these last days of COVID, I've been able to handle things so much easier and calmer than before.
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How would you describe your sense of humor? Can you give an example?
Old and weird.

I grew up on Marx Brothers, screwball comedies of the 1930s/40s, Rocky Horror, Muppets, lots of stand-up comedy (Bill Cosby, George Carlin were two very big influences, but also we had a local radio station who used to do about 5-10 minute segments of different comedians at 5pm), and later found Mystery Science Theater 3000 as a young college student.  My dad used to do stand-up bits as a teen and young adult and my mom and her dad were huge readers, so jokes, riddles, and puns/wordplay were huge parts of my childhood.

What's the best compliment you ever received?
I can't think of the best best right now, but I know the most recent that feels best is the following on a fanfic I recently posted:

“blew my pussy straight off”

Truly, my life's goal has been achieved.

What question do you have that nobody has been able to give you a good answer to?
What is the problem with being "justice sensitive"?

("Too justice sensitive" is not only a thing I, too, have been called, but found that many autistic folks get labeled and like, um, yes?, that's not actually a problem, why aren't neurotypicals MORE justice sensitive???)

Can you describe your personal style?
In terms of clothes, I'm usually eclectically comfortable.  If it's cozy and fun, I'll wear it.

What is the most recent silly thing you did?
I don't quite remember, but I'm sure it was something to make my mom laugh.  Probably a really terrible pun.

What situation is sure to make you cry?
Anger.  Like, physical body-shaking rage is almost a guarantee to make me start crying, especially if I can't yell/rant my way out of it.  (Like, at work, when my managers are again terrible, and I have to not unleash hell on them because reprisals.)

What do you think people pretend to like when they really don't?
Sex.  I'm kidding.  I would guess diets.  So many people seem to pride themselves on keeping them or are constantly chastising themselves or others for not adhering to them, but my man, y'all can't be enjoying yourselves on those.  Eat, friends, eat!

What obscure interest do you have?
Ancient Sumerian meat ritualsKidding, sorry.

I guess the closest thing to an obscure interest I have is concept albums (albums that tell an entire story, like Jethro Tull's "Thick as a Brick" 1 & 2, or Queen's "Queen II" or Eagles "Desperado" or "Hotel California") and old, mostly-unloved, low budget sci-fi movies of the 1950s.

What's something that you believe that most other people don't?
I... I don't know?  I don't know how to answer this.  The inherent sacredness of existence?  Hope?  Santa Claus?

What's a situation when you look back you should have gone ahead and done it?
Gone to the Hollywood party I was invited to by the random guy at the Highland mall who gave me his rosary bracelet, instead of going on what turned out to be a very boring date.  I'll bet that would've been fun.

What is the last thing that you totally overreacted to?
I never overreact to anything!  How DARE you imply such a thing!!!

Probably the panic over misplacing something that I found about a week later.  Thanks, house-gremlins!

What's the story behind your greatest treasure?
I have so many  I was going to go with my obtaining the Super Dictionary (not really involved, I found someone selling a copy online and bought it), BUT I do have a walking stick that my favorite cousin carved himself and gave to an artist friend of his, and, when I was meeting/visiting with them both, the artist gave it to me as a memory of them both, and I just !!!  I love that thing.  It's almost as tall as I am, but WHATEVER

What was an experience you didn't think much about at the time, but it ultimately made you a stronger person?

TW/CW:  Pet Death!!
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I'd say, of all the ridiculous learning-type experiences that I've had, most of which I've really thought too much about at the time, probably the feeling of holding my cat on my chest and cuddling him when he passed away.  There was sadness, yes, but there was laughter and gentleness and security and peace.  I'm sure that's helped me and will help me for any future passings.

What's your favorite daily routine?
Coming home from work and venting about it.  But, if I wasn't working, it'd be being able to sit and rest during the day.

What's your favorite form of entertainment?
Music.  I love reading, I love writing, but I even do those things with music playing, so I'd have to fall back on that as my definite favorite.

What's your knowing just enough to be dangerous story?
Hmm, probably my current position at work.  Not so much my job duties, but the fact that, for some reason, people seem to find me a person with whom to share their frustrations and take into confidence, so I know SO many things that go on/have gone on around work, and, while I'm not really dangerous to my coworkers, that makes me incredibly dangerous to my bosses, because I remember things, I take notes, I connect dots, I investigate, and I do not forgive transgressions.

If you were to devote your life to art, what type of art would that be?
Writing.  It's my first love (creatively-speaking), and I'd love to be able to do it all the time without worry.

What's the most uncomfortable situation you've ever found yourself in?
Every single day at work.  It's hella toxic.

What's the most difficult thing that you still do each day?
Go to fucking day job.

When I say it is TOXIC, I mean like a fungus spore.

What's something that when you were learning it, you thought you'd never use it, but in reality, you ended up using it a lot?
I don't know.  Most of the things I use were things I figured would be important for me, and the things I end up using a lot that I didn't figure would be important were things I was literally never taught (like figuring percentages, or balancing checkbooks, or cooking, or...)
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My main goal is basically to guide myself by my 2024 equation as shared in my newsletter.

I do have a few minor goals, though:
  • Write for joy and enjoyment
  • Read what calls to me from my own library
  • Rest easy and rest often
  • Advocate for myself
  • Say "no" until called to do otherwise
I'm feeling pretty good about these.


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(this is a very serious post and I'm sorry, but I couldn't resist that headline)

Finally, after about a decade of trying to figure out why NaNo, the one time the rest of the world (more or less) cares about writing, is always not only the one time of the year that I write LESS, but also seems to actively depress me about writing, I did it.
 
I figured it out.
 
Every year, I see the same things:  people going on about how great NaNo is, how excited they are to go back to a novel, how thrilling it is to be surrounded by writers and old friends and meet new friends, and how everyone tries to make space for new writers, and all that.
 
And every year, I either can't work up the enthusiasm or find it actually stifling to try and create during NaNo.  At first, I thought it was the word count, but I've won before.  Then I thought it was the novel structure itself, but I've done that before, too.
 
But I figured out it's actually NaNo, not me.
 
See, all the messaging is talking about how this, now, is the time when you can do whatever you want in a story.  When you take charge of your writing life and put real life on hold for your dreams and use one month to do something you've never done before (sometimes, this same message even if you've done NaNo before).
 
But, I don't.
 
I write all the fucking time.
 
All year.  Every day.
 
Not that I actually put down words every day, god knows.  I've gone months without physically writing down anything.
 
But I'm always thinking of stories.  I'm always working on characters.  I'm always writing in my head, even if not anywhere else.
 
And I think that's the problem.
 
NaNo is geared to be a once in a year thing.  Yes, even with their "Now, What?" months.  Even with the Camp NaNo months.  Even with their new ability to set goals year-round.
 
The way NaNo is marketed is that you don't write all the time.  You do have A story to tell, and THIS is your chance to do it.
 
But I have so many stories.  And they're constantly mutating and changing and writing and rewriting themselves every single day.
 
I literally cannot afford to wait for a once-a-year event to "tell my story."
 
Because it's always happening.
 
And I don't know what I'd do if I really held off for a sanctified time.
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My main personal wins from last year:
  • Didn't quit my job in anger
  • Finished many fics
  • Hit my word count goal
  • Hit my reading goal
  • Survived
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I love polls.  They're probably my favorite ting, polls and quizzes.  I cannot get enough of them!

Here's a lovely poll for you all (and for me, to help me, because I cannot be helped myself):

Poll #28236 Fleet, Do The Things!
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 15


What should I prioritize tomorrow?

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Finishing the FFFX pinch hit!
1 (6.7%)

Day job work, duh!
6 (40.0%)

Sleeping. All the sleeping.
6 (40.0%)

Reading something fun!
1 (6.7%)

Crying. So, so much crying.
1 (6.7%)

OK, but after that, what should I do?

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Sleep.
3 (20.0%)

Write!
7 (46.7%)

Cry some more.
0 (0.0%)

Watch something funny.
1 (6.7%)

IDK, man, just, like, vibe.
4 (26.7%)

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The List:
1. A favorite character
2. Something that makes you laugh
3. A bookshelf
4. A game or hobby you enjoy
5. Something you find comforting
6. A TV show or movie you hope more people will watch
7. A piece of clothing you love
8. A thing from an old fandom
9. A thing from a new fandom

I can answer all 9 in basically three photos (except maybe the game, but the hobby I enjoy is writing, so I think it counts).

In this first photo, I have a favorite character (Dick Grayson as Nightwing in his first costume a.k.a. Discowing); something that makes me laugh (HIM, because his evil joyous smile makes me smile); my bookshelf (well, a corner of one); something I find comforting (the smell of white musk); and things from old and new fandoms (HIM and Discowing, again).
A photo of part of a bookshelf on which sits a perfume bottle of White Musk, a Funk Pop of Dick Grayson as Nightwing in his first costume, and a Funko Soda figure of HIM from Powerpuff Girls.



In this second photo, I have another bookshelf and my little magnetic Vodka Mutini plush, because, yes, I am Homestuck trash (oh, and there is a game here! Blacksad for the Nintendo Switch (which I haven't played yet, but still).):
A photo of another part of a bookcase with books, a magnetic plush of Vodka Mutini from Homestuck, along with a blurry image of Blacksad the game.

This last photo is of some new jewelry I have:  A ring!  Which I love, because I've always loved rings so much, and my new writing bracelet of calligraphy jasper (a.k.a. elephant jasper, among other names):
A photo of a pale hand showing off a silver ring with a blue stone and a bracelet of calligraphy jasper beads (also known as elephant jasper).
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Hello, all, I'm back!...ish.

These questions are courtesy of kindkit!

 1) You can successfully lure everyone you like into one single fandom, e.g. one comics title, one movie, one trilogy telling a single story, etc. What fandom do you choose?
Oh boy, this is a loaded question.  OK, so, of course, nothing is perfect and general caveats, but I think I'd have to go with The Darkside Detective.

Because DC breaks my heart, Yu-Gi-Oh has too many parts, but Darkside Detective is great.

NO WAIT, MAYBE MYSTERY SCIENCE THEATER 3000!

Wait, no.....

;___;

2) DW vs. Twitter as a site for fannish interaction?
Ooh, another tough one.  I think Dreamwidth is better for long-form fan interaction and event stuff, but I do like Twitter's more... laid back style of posting random thoughts and then disappearing into the ether like some kind of shitposting Ghost of Fandom Past.  Maybe it's because I don't do a lot of meta or such, I do mostly like shower thoughts type posts (thanks, ADHD, for limiting my brainpower to tweet-size comments!).  But for interaction, I think Dreamwidth does do it a little better, because it's easier to curate who finds you and who you follow.

Of course, I think Tumblr actually was the true heir to both, as it allowed random thoughts AND longform posts.  However, I wouldn't go back to that hellsite if you paid me now, so I guess this is where I live now.

3) You have to eat only one national/regional cuisine for an entire month. What do you pick? (Assume suitable accommodations for allergies, dietary needs, etc. will be offered.)
Just because I'm doing Italian this quarter on Duolingo, I'm gonna have to go with Italian food.  All the carbs.  All the meats.  All the sauces.  (and none of the olive oil because I'm fucKING ALLERGIC, THANKS DAD).  But yes, there are accommodations and I'm eating more fettucine than is possibly healthy for one human being.  I'm in carb heaven.

4) Do you think there's other sapient life in the universe somewhere? (Not a question about UFOs or alien visitors, just whether you think it exists.)
I think so.  I'd say I hope so, but I'm sure there is, because, like, the arrogance of us to think we're not only the highest pinnacle of intelligence but that we can't see it, therefore it doesn't exist is amazing!

Besides, if there isn't, it's an awful waste of space.

5) Are you a re-reader, and if so, what are your favorite books to re-read?
You know, I really don't re-read often, mostly because I'm always trying to get to new books, but--

As soon as I typed that, I realized that I've re-read the Sherlock Holmes stories, like, a dozen or more times in my life and am about to do them again, so there it is, that's my answer.  Mysteries are my comfort reads.
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3. You've got your OTP, you have to throw a third into the mix (from the same fandom), creating an OT3. Who is the OTP, and in your opinion, why would they make a perfect third for them?

OK, my forever OTP is Bruce/Dick, so my perfect third would be Selina Kyle.  Think about it.  She's dangerous.  Dick likes danger.  Bruce has the hots for trusts them both.  It's perfect and every love angle should be solved by a threesome, thanks for coming to my TEDtalk.

4. What are the origins of your penname/username?

Way back in the wild days of the Internet, I met a person on a now-defunct fansite, and pulled a Tom Ripley:  stole their name, their fandom, and clubbed them off a boat.

I'm kidding.

I got it from a Pirates of the Caribbean thing.  Don't really remember why.

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1.  Tell us about your current project(s)  – what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it?
My current project is a commission, but outside of that, it's a WIP where Dick Grayson is Batman and Bruce Wayne is just a playboy when their paths cross and then eventual feelings are caught.

2.  Tell us about what you’re most looking forward to writing – in your current project, or a future project.
I'm looking forward to working on my original middle grade ghost story... if I can ever find all my notes on it again.

3.  What is that one scene that you’ve always wanted to write but can’t be arsed to write all of the set-up and context it would need? (consider this permission to write it and/or share it anyway)
Honestly, what I really want to do is write the same story with, like, a million different endings/options for scenes.

4.  Share a sentence or paragraph from your writing that you’re really proud of (explain why, if you like)
“Didn’t your mother ever tell you it’s not nice to play with guns?” Batman asked, one corner of his lip turned up.

“I mean it.  I’m a crack shot.”

“When you’re sober.”

Wayne put his other hand on the gun, steadying himself.  “What do you want?”
 
5.  What character that you’re writing do you most identify with?
Dick Grayson, always.  I, too, have a generally optimistic nature around things that could be (and sometimes are) definitely worse than I hope.  That and I love puns.

6.  What character do you have the most fun writing?
Also, Dick Grayson.

7.  What do you think are the characteristics of your personal writing style? Would others agree?
I'd say I have a strange way of looking at things, and that makes for interesting comparisons in my writing, odd turns of phrase.

8.  Is what you like to write the same as what you like to read?
Yes??  I mean, I only write what I'd want to read, so....  But, like, genre-wise?  No, not really.

9.  Are you more of a drabble or a longfic kind of writer? Pantser or plotter? Do you wish you were the other?
I'm much more comfortable with flash fiction or short stories than longfic.  I definitely wish I could write longer things; big bangs are my favorites, but I struggle with all of them so much.  I'm more of a plantser than strictly one or the other.  I'm good with the occasional outline for longer stuff, but otherwise I make it up as I go.  Otherwise, my brain thinks I've already finished it.

10.  How would you describe your writing process?
Lots of thinking about stories, eventually getting down to a computer (or phone, or tablet, or pen and paper, or....) and writing it out, while definitely not reading back until the end, usually only to make sure I didn't already use a particular turn of phrase earlier in the story for the same thing.

11.  What do you envy in other writers?
How do y'all write longfic, hhhhhhhhoooooooowwwwwww???????

12.  Do you want your writing to be famous?
...they kinda are already?  I mean, I'm no Big Name Fan, but I have a pretty damn good readership.  And I'm very grateful for them.

13.  Do you share your writing online? (Drop a link!) Do you have projects you’ve kept just for yourself?
My stuff is all pretty much available on AO3 (link in the sticky post, I believe).  I do have a lot of original work that I don't share, not really in the hopes of publishing, but more because it's not done at all.  I do have commissions I haven't shared, because I think they should be private to my commissioner for a while longer.

14.  At what point in writing do you come up with a title?
That really depends!  Sometimes the title gets me before a fic, and other times I'll be on AO3 posting page trying to think one up while everything else is ready.

15.  Which is harder: titles or summaries (or tags)?
Fucking tags, always.  Titles come fairly easy, and summaries are a little harder, but gd tags, they kill me.

16.  Tried anything new with your writing lately? (style, POV, genre, fandom?)
Last year, I really got into first person plural POV, which is really fun and kinda how my brain works already???  I don't know what this year will do.  Oh, also A/B/O stuff?  I'm not really a fan, but the more I'm around it, the more my brain comes up with ways to make it more palatable for me, I guess.

17.  Do you think readers perceive your work - or you - differently to you? What do you think would surprise your readers about your writing or your motivations?
I'm sure they do.  We all perceive people differently than the person themselves.  I think what would surprise them is that I really love making friends in fandom, but I'm just painfully ADHD in terms of following up.  And that's also the reason most of my longifcs aren't finished.  They're not abandoned, just lost somewhere in the background of my mind.

18.  Do any of your stories have alternative versions? (plotlines that you abandoned, AUs of your own work, different characterisations?) Tell us about them.
OH LORDY YES!!!

Just take Superheroes Come To Feast.  I have so many alternate endings for that fic, most of them unhappy (whoops) as opposed to the bittersweet happy ending I gave them.  All of my fics go through multiple AU versions of the same plot before I settle on the one I finally post.  I'm the king of multiple versions of the same story.

19.  Is there something you always find yourself repeating in your writing? (favourite verb, something you describe ‘too often’, trope you can’t get enough of?)
Oh yeah...  The word "obscene" in sex scenes as a description.  I've got certain tropes I'm very fond of that I tend to include.  My brain's drawing a blank, but man, I know I have them.

20.  Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about (symbolism you’ve included, character or relationship development that you love, hidden references, callbacks or clues for future scenes?)
I really love fic (original or fanfic) that drops arcane and obscure references throughout.  Whenever I get quasi-religious original fic prompts in exchanges, my brain goes into a happy place of putting in all kinds of references to the weird things I know.  For fanfics, I love using one-off characters from comics or mentioning plotlines that only happened in issue whatever back in 197X or whatnot.  I'm a huge lover of the multiversal "everything is canon" stuff.

21.  What other medium do you think your story would work well as? (film, webcomic, animated series?)
I'd love to make webcomics or a radio serial or something like that.

22.  Do you reread your old works? How do you feel about them?
I absolutely do and I love them.  I rarely find fics I can't stand anymore, because I look at them all as places I've come from.

23.  What’s the story idea you’ve had in your head for the longest?
It's an original high-ish fantasy novel with pirates and magic and stuff, vaguely Tolkien-esque but with more inclusivity and diversity.

24.  Would you say your writing has changed over time?
Most definitely.  My sentences are more complex, my references are deeper, my general grasp over writing stuff has improved.  But also, I've just also stopped worrying about how my stuff reads technically speaking and learned to love how it reads when spoken or read aloud, how my writing sounds as language.

25.  What part of writing is the most fun?
The daydreaming part of it.  Getting the words down is a good second runner, but I love just dreaming about what my stories are going to be or could be.
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Some personal wins, in no particular order:
  • Gained a commissioner
  • Got a steady job
  • Wrote something like 90+ fics/things
  • Finally figured out (mostly) my gender
  • Got a great therapist online
  • Took part in, like, 3 online fanzines
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I swear I’ll get back to these daily.

 

2 Was there a toy you really wanted as a child, but never got?

Typically, I got the toys I wanted, even if it wasn’t right away.  I was taught from an early age that commercials were only trying to sell you things and were generally lying, so I never really went that into toys, unless they were really special.

3 What hobby or activity would you do more if the internet and TV went down for a month?

Cry, probably.  It’s not that I couldn’t handle it, but that’s where all my friends are.  Assuming I could still checkin on them, I guess I’d just read and write more.

4 Are you a Baby Boomer, Generation Jones, Gen X, Millennial, or younger? What’s a generalization people make about your generation cohort that’s all wrong?

I’m a millennial, going on 30.  I think the biggest generalization is that we’re all teens/college students who don’t understand the world and have never had significant trauma in our lives.  Like, bruh.

5 Would you rather be the main character in a fantasy story, a sci-fi story, or a horror story?

Honestly, probably sci-fi, but nothing dystopian.  I like fantasy, but what I’d love is a cross between fantasy and sci-fi.  I don’t like the typical “ancient/old England” tropes, but I love dragons.   I’m chronically ill, so I’d rather have the helpful tech, but nothing that seems destructive.

6 Did you choose your current profession/job or somehow just end up in it?

Basically I fell into it when my other job laid me off, but it’s goid, because temping gives a lot of varied experience.

 

7 Whether you grew up any sort of religious or not, do you, now on an adult level, still share the same faith or lack of one/attend the same church or denomination/practice the same spiritual system that you had growing up?

I wasn’t raised as anything as a kid, but I have gone through lots of religious phases.  I started with Wicca, but the emphasis on sex bugged me (turns out I’m asexual) and the focus on the Divine Feminine also displeased me (turns out I’m trans).  The I went for Hellentistic Polytheism, but again, too much focus on strong gender roles (as if gods have use for such things).  I have a bit of a pash for Catholic trimmings and trappings, but too much historical knowledge to take Christianity as fact.  I rather like Santa Muerte, but I’m more in my own mix of things now.  Death is truly the ultimate and I have a thing for Death as a mothering figure (she takes all her children in the end, good or bad or neither).  So, I have an altar I’m going to put up with Hestia (goddess of the hearth and home), Demeter (powerful goddess of seasons and harvest), La Virgen de Guadalupe, and Santa Muerte.

8 If money, time, and energy were no object, what university degree would you go back and get, just for fun?

Honestly, I really want to go back for linguistics and study that, bit I’m worried I’ll never have the time or money again to really devote myself.  But that’s what I’d do.  If the above was true for any amount for a degree, I’d become a forensic pathologist.  I’ve always been fascinated with death and we really need for FPs to cut down on our backlog of autopsies.

 

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Remind me one of these days to tell y'all about the time in college our Entrepreneurship teacher showed us "The Secret" and I proved it worked. 
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Putting this whole thing under a cut, because it is very very long, but here are the questions:

1.A song you like with a colour in the title
2.A song you like with a number in the title
3.A song that reminds you of summer
4.A song that reminds you of someone you'd rather forget about
5.A song that needs to be played LOUD
6.A song that makes you want to dance
7.A song to drive to
8.A song about drugs or alcohol
9.A song that makes you happy
10.A song that makes you sad
11.A song that you never get tired of
12.A song from your pre-teen years
13.One of your favourite 70's songs
14.A song that you would love played at your wedding
15.A song that is a cover by another artist
16.One of your favourite classical songs
17.A song that you would sing as a duet on karaoke
18.A song from the year you were born
19.A song that makes you think about life
20.A song that has many meanings for you
21.A favourite song with a person's name in the title
22.A song that moves you forward
23.A song you think everybody should listen to
24.A song by a band you wish were still together
25.A song by an artist no longer living
26.A song that makes you want to fall in love
27.A song that breaks your heart
28.A song by an artist with a voice you love
29.A song you remember from your childhood
30.A song that reminds you of yoursel
I'm so sorry everyone but this read more won't work any better so RIP your feeds. )Music Here )
I have to go with Don Henley's Boys of Summer.  It's, like, quintessential Southern California Summer.



4.A song that reminds you of someone you'd rather forget about

Brandy (You're a Fine Girl) by Looking Glass.  It's the song I was named after, and, well, that doesn't sit well with current, 100% hella trans and Not A Girl me.



5.A song that needs to be played LOUD

Barcelona by Freddie Mercury and Montserrat Caballe, if only for the opening:
BARCELONAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

(btw, this entire album is CHOICE and if you can find the deluxe album with full orchestra, do it because it's so worth it)



6.A song that makes you want to dance

Ironically, I Don't Feel Like Dancin' by Scissor Sisters.



7.A song to drive to

You can't go wrong with a song about driving.  Yes, it's Radar Love by Golden Earring.



8.A song about drugs or alcohol

Cab Calloway's Reefer Man.
"You mean that cat's high?"
"Sailin'!"



9.A song that makes you happy

Simple Joys by Ben Vereen from the original cast of Pippin.



10.A song that makes you sad

Brother, My Brother by 
Blessid Union of Souls.  Yes, it's from the Pokemon movie.  Shut up, it still makes me cry every time.  (This is also tied with One Tin Soldier, which never used to make me cry, but it does now.)



11.A song that you never get tired of

Long Tall Glasses by Leo Sayer.  I CAN DANCE!



12.A song from your pre-teen years

Like, fuckin' any N*SYNC song???  I actually like Bye, Bye, Bye more, but, um, I am the ultimate Meme Lord and cannot resist this one, because, well, you know....



IT'S GONNA BE MAY!

13.One of your favourite 70's songs

Which one of my favorite songs isn't a '70s song, let's be honest here....  I'm gonna go with Knock Three Times by Tony Orlando and Dawn, because I'm kind of a '70s romantic here.



14.A song that you would love played at your wedding

I don't plan on having a wedding.  I guess something suitably romantic, like, idk, Bat Outta Hell.

I'm kidding.

I've never really thought about it, since I'm not a big wedding/marriage type person???  I know, how about the one that played at my parent's wedding!  Alice Cooper's You and Me.



15.A song that is a cover by another artist

Ooh, I just found out that a song I really like is actually a cover by another group!  But, I, uh, can't remember what that was.  So, here, have The Dave Clark Five with I Like It Like That.



16.One of your favourite classical songs

Can I count opera in this?  Because I'm going to anyway.  The overture from Carmen by Bizet.



17.A song that you would sing as a duet on karaoke

I've sang it as a duet on that one game, Rock Star???  Something like that?  It's the singing one that came out after Guitar Hero?  Rock Band!  That's the one!  God, I shouldn't be doing these at 2 in the morning.

Anyway, it's Paradise By The Dashboard Light by Meatloaf.



18.A song from the year you were born

I don't know any songs from the year I was born, it was 1991 was music even a thing then????

Wow, I actually do.  And I like it, too.  Thanks, Google!

Metallica's Enter Sandman, which I associate (along with another song) with one friend from high school.



19.A song that makes you think about life

That's an easy one.  I mean, life and death are circular, so.  Rock n' Roll Suicide by Ziggy Stardust I mean, David Bowie.



20.A song that has many meanings for you

I used to listen to this a lot as a kid, and then again for a college project, and I'd forgotten how much I loved it.



21.A favourite song with a person's name in the title

That one's easy, too.  Judy in Disguise (With Glasses) by John Fred and His Playboy Band.



22.A song that moves you forward

I don't know why, but Rocky Mountain Way by Joe Walsh always does it for me.  It just gets me going.



23.A song you think everybody should listen to

Thick as a Brick by Jethro Tull.  The full album.  Yes, all 43-and-change minutes of it.



24.A song by a band you wish were still together

Pink Floyd's Wish You Were Here sums this up nicely.  I used to listen to this album every day on my way to class in college.



25.A song by an artist no longer living

You know I couldn't go a single post without a Batman reference, so here it is.  Prince performing Batdance.  (I want that outfit so bad.)




26.A song that makes you want to fall in love

Love Grows (Where My Rosemary Goes) by Edison Lighthouse is my perfect '70s inspired romantic feelings.



27.A song that breaks your heart

I already posted that one (see: Brother, My Brother).  So, let's see....  I know, how about a song that's hella queer, even though it wasn't intended to be (probably).

I present:  Rough Boys by Pete Townshend.



28.A song by an artist with a voice you love

Roger Daltrey's Love Reign O'er Me.  Just.... By the Gods, that's exactly what I want to sound like!



29.A song you remember from your childhood

C'est La Vie by B*Witched.  It was always such a happy song.



30.A song that reminds you of yourself 

Oh god, this is gonna get personal, isn't it?  I don't really know any songs that feel 100% like me, though.  Instead, because I can't think of one, I'll leave you with this:

Tarzan Boy by Baltimora

I'm Casey Kasem, and you've been listening to Fleet's Top 30 Hits.
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1) Are you an Essential Worker?
Yes, in fact.   I’m the person who sits outside the grocery store distribution center and asks if you have any symptoms.  Graveyard shift.

2) How many drinks have you had since the quarantine started?
One (1) glass of wine.

3) If you have kids, are they driving you nuts?
No kids.

4) What new hobby have you taken taken up during this?
Nothing, just reading more.

5) How many grocery runs have you done?
Only a couple, because I’m working again, and my dad has been doing most of the shopping for mom and me.

6) What are you spending your stimulus check on?
I still have to file to get one.  But my unemployment should come through any time now, and that’s going straight to healthcare.

7) Do you have any special occasions that you will miss during this quarantine?
My mom’s birthday, but that’s it.

8) Are you keeping your housework done?
Same as it ever was, which is to say not much.

9) What movie have you watched during this quarantine?
A lot of them, lol.  Dark and Stormy Night, The Thing From Another World, lots of MST3K episodes, Prince of Space, House With a Clock In Its Walls, just, like, so many.

10) What are you streaming with?
Netflix, YouTube, Disney+, HBONow for free, Rifftrax.

11) 9 months from now is there any chance of you having a baby?
In the words of the immortal Bard, never, Never, NEver, neVER, NEVER!

12) What's your go-to quarantine meal?
Soup.

13) Has your internet gone out on you during this time?
No, thankfully.

14) What month do you predict all this ends?
Bruh, maybe some time next year, if we’re lucky??

15) First thing you're gonna do when you get off quarantine?
Eat at Jack’s if it’s still open.  It’s a local place.

16) Where do you wish you were right now?
Home is where the heart is.

17) What free-from-quarantine activity are you missing the most?
Eating out at restaurants.

18) Have you run out of toilet paper and hand sanitizer?
We almost ran out of toilet paper right as all this began.

19) Do you have enough food to last a month?
Yes, we do now.
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 So, I’ve been laid off.  With everything going on, they can’t afford to keep a temp.

That resoundingly sucks.

So, here’s to hoping I get hired again sooner rather than later, because that health insurance is pretty damn necessary.

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I’m going to divide my goals for this year into three sections:  writing, reading, and arithmetic personal.

Writing
  • Finish two fanfics for Fandoms Trump Hate
  • Finish novel notes
  • Finish long DC fic for self
  • Do fewer exchanges
  • Write what I want
  • Journal for once
Reading
  • Read 50 books
  • Enjoy what I read
  • Don’t like, don’t read
Personal
  • Lose weight (uuuuuuuuugh)
  • Exercise
  • Get top surgery
  • Start T (uggggh)
  • Fight (again!) for hysterectomy
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